Dear People.

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no more

No more tears... No more pain…No more cries...No more to gain. My heart is gone from this place...It's is no longer yours. So please for the sake of my own, leave me alone… To drown in my own demise. Sorry my love, so very sorry…but this is how it must be it. Death has come to sing me home, a sweet, sweet melody. Lifeless eyes left unseeing, sorrow filled tear not worth crying. Love for which I am dying with pain, sweet, sweet pain. With out hope for lovers, what is there to cover, the lies in which we all live for blame. My love it is over, done, and uncovered the false hope I’ll live again. No more. No more. No more.

rose remedy pt 1

Dear love,


This day I died.

My heart was broken in two.

Letting the blade rupture the skin I only thought of you.

As scarlet warmth escaped me, I lie shaken and cold.

The thought of your warm kept me.

I was not afraid.

My heart began to slow and all thoughts were gone.

The white roses all around me now soaked in red; here lies an angel on her flowered bed. Before my spirit left, my heart had one more reflection…

The way lives are crushed when roses cry…



Life never felt so wrong,

The trouble of being an ‘angel’

You may never make mistakes.

To fix what is broken

Repair the core

The covers all taken

Way…

Let my soul rest,

Dwell on it no more

Take away my shell

*chanting*

‘fix the core,

when lovers die,

fix the core

let hearts cry,

fix the core’

just rest

Just rest…




((I’m letting my heart go out to all that lost loved ones))



Your smile, your voice, can never be heard again.

But you rest.

Holding on to your spirit, your soul

Keeps me living to fight another day.

But you rest.

Let me worry about the sadness you left behind

Don’t mind me wishing to end my life.

The pain of losing you is deep

A sword plunged hard into my side.

My soul bleeds for.

But you rest.

Let me tell the things you couldn’t

Help me show the things you wouldn’t.

Your time is up.

It’s too late for you.

But you rest.

Sleep easy.

Soft and deep.

The cares of this world is no longer yours.

Your spirit is free to roam and fly.

I will see you again when I die.

But for now.

Just rest.

Wait the day our soul’s meet and heaven play.

My heart remembers you…

Just rest…

(In loving memory of Jose` Scott . Angela scott and  Bishop Haynes.

I love you paw paw and aunty)

This much is true…


Like you…there is no other.

My heart belongs to you

Our two souls combine



When the moon goes into season,

So will our love.

Changing without reason,

Yet never can it be new again.



As a tree,

We only get stronger .

Our love is free,

Planting our roots deep within!



Our life is broken,

From storm to storm .

The words left unspoken,

Cut off the edges and start anew!



This ground is shaken.

I cannot mend .

My heart you’ve taken.

Farewell ,the end!

Sleepless nights

I can’t sleep.


Tossing and turning .

Pulled off the sheets .l

Fire burning.

~ In side my head~

Hoping and praying to god,

I’m not alone.

But who’s to say I’m sane?

~ Inside my head~

Reverse the effect of light on water.

Turning every soul dark.

Burning with fire, passion, desire.

*staring trance with out single remark*

~ Inside my head~

Listen now.

I can not take it.

Paine of knowing how,

You will end.

~inside my head~

“It’s too much to bear…”

Is it me going crazy?

“You don’t even care…”

My eyes gone hazy.

~inside my head~

Still unfazed.

“You evil sick twisted…”

Your mind; a terrible maze.

“…dark, wrong, demented…”

~you are unchanged~

A quick switch of scene,

You turn on me.

Your eyes go dark.

Giving over to rage.

~your soul I can no longer see~

Taking out your blade,

Plunging it deep,

Before it hits ,

I awake.

~a dream, just a dream.

How I hate sleepless nights! ~